It's funny, but not really...

Hello blog, here I am again, feeling foolish. I do it to myself, so I don't know if I have a right to be upset about it, but I am. I never learn, and just end up putting myself through the ringer each time. I wonder sometimes if there will ever be... well, hmm, I'm having trouble putting this into the words I want, so I may have to let my thoughts stew a while longer. Maybe someday I'll have someone else to blame for these feelings, but for now, it's just me.